I went to bed really early last night, probably got about 11 hours of sleep and all I can think is, "this is not enough to get me through the weekend". Why did I agree to help out my boss, letting him give me an extra 11 hours, the same boss who is not very nice to me? I know that I need to be Christian and not hold grudges and all that stuff...but this is frustrating, I just pray that he'll see me as a nice person and the kind of employee that every employer wants (a helpful and hardworking one), and in turn maybe reward me? Possibly by letting me have a week off in the summer to volunteer at camp? That'd be nice.
Sometime this weekend I need to get to the Leaker's to do my laundry...I have only one pair of black pants for work and both jobs require that I wear black pants, the last time I did laundry was last Saturday. That's almost a week ago, that's pretty gross if you ask me. I won't be able to do it today, maybe tomorrow if I walk over there after finishing work at 6am at Sobey's...get it done before 11. GAH, see I keep stressing about everything and it's putting me in a very anxious mood and making me very tense. And now it's time to leave for work.
Please pray for me, that this weekend will go smoothly, I'll get the rest I need and not stress too much? Thanks!!
Love Niki
PS-I am still in a good Mom, really, I am! Just a little anxious, that's all. ;)
Hang in there! As if you have much choice :), we're praying for you and thinking of you; hope you have a good weekend and it all goes smooth.
ReplyDeletelove XOXOXO mom